"and it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks
before I know what it will say."
I have made the decision to be absent from Blogger for a while. I won't be blogging, and I won't be reading blogs. I might be away for a month or two, or maybe even longer. All I know is that right now, I want to focus on reading more books (instead of blogs). I want to write in a journal and fill pages with personal words straight from my heart. I don't want to feel like I have to censor the things I need to say. I want to spend more time with my friends and family and put all of my heart into them, and strengthen my relationships that need some work. I'll do whatever it takes to be the best sister/friend/niece/aunt/granddaughter/girlfriend that I can be. I want to be inspired by myself and figure out exactly who I am. I don't want to read things on the internet that make me shake my head or feel put down. My heart is too heavy lately, the days go by too fast, and my mind doesn't want to stop racing.
I don't have the time or energy anymore to put effort into the world of blogging. I really do love it, and I know I'll be back one day. I'm going to miss reading my favorite blogs and keeping up with the lives of my cyber friends. I'll still be instagramming on the daily so you can find me there (@jamieurlacher)! If you want to keep in touch, I would love to e-mail back and forth (firstname.lastname@example.org), or we can be pen pals! <3
This isn't goodbye, it's just see you later....